Fellow readers, well today is another day for me here at arkansas state. Another day of humidity and white walls that remind me of jail. I look out the window and the wind just blows as I watch other people walk by. Just a lil while ago I finished my last LAB A&P practical. I was very pleased with my test. I studied a lot though. I had to say goodbye to my TA Ritika. She will be attending med school in Florida. She was a wonderful teacher and I learned a lot from her alone. She is not only my teacher, not my friend but i consider her a sister. I wish her the best on her travels and she will be a wonderful doctor. Anyways yesterday was one of the worst days of my crappiest days lord help us. Today is my suite-mates birthday. She got a new car but we are going to Hiro a chineese restaurant for her birthday. Only down side is she wants to go at 7:30 hello, this girl has got to eat before then!!!! But its her birthday I'l suck up my hungry sounds to my stomach and make it. I also need to work on my a&p paper due friday. I have worked on some of it but its not nowhere finished. So I have only 2 tests left of this semester like I'l need to partty or take a mini vacayyyy. Actually only vacation I will be doing is moving to fay. I am nowhere near packed but school comes first. I wish I would be able to be caught up but I don't see it happening trying to please everyone in their right mind. But I should be thankful to be breathing and living so all well. I just hope my a&p test goes well I have an A in there but still a test can drop a grade just like so fast it ain't even funny. I really should take a nap cause I can notice I am getting cranky and hating liffffe. Nothinng seems to be going my way these days & most of the time I want to give up. People tell me I need to relax and not be stressed but there is no way. Im worried about money, what people think, if their happy or what not. I can't even make myself happy. When I go home, I just sit around like a log. Gas prices are to high to be doing anything around this part. Most people don't realize that being in the med profession you can't just go out or do what you want. I am always doing A&P or trying to catch up on sleep or studying. I never thought I would be like this but I have became a nerd. I remind myself of my sister and how she would sit in her room alone making flash cards or studying. School is like a 7 day week job except you don't get paid. Your paying for your job which is stupiddddddd. Let me call Mr. Obama & tell him what I think. But anyways enough about that crap. I guess i better get off of here and do something productive like work on my paper thats due friday. I hope everyone has had a wonderful Tuesday I will be talking to yal tomorrrow well for the ones that read that is!
XOXO
JESSICA.
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