Alright, so today I finished up with A&P 2 all i can say is THANK GOD. Anyways roads are closed all the way to the house so looks like I am staying in JB! I have one more test tomorrow which will be really easy. I am ready to be done needless to say. I stopped caring to the point because of everything that has happened this week. Fay is coming really close so Il be gladly to get away from the people around here except Nick&Tanya. I am ready to be able to do whatever I want and not have people calling me asking where I am at or what I am doing. Im 18 now, not 16. I check out at 2 tomorrow so that will be great hopefully I can get everything cleaned in time after my test. I really don't wanna go home cause I will have to hear the negativness from mom and dad but mostly mom. I really just wanna tell them to just leave me alone and let me live my life. I think I am in the since of depression almost just because of everything that is going on. But enough about my boring dull life. I am off of here for now I have nothing else to sayyy.
XOXO
JESSICA
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
DAY 10: THE WATER KEEPS A RISING
Hello Everyone,
Well this week is my last week as freshmen in college. I am very excited for summer even though I will be taking summer classes in june. But July, I plan on coming back & working. As of now, Arkansas's rivers keep a rising. Elgin road already closed and so is Newark. The water keeps a rising and we will see how long the floods will last. My thoughts & prayers go out to the farmers epc my boyfriend Nick who will have to replant everything for the Falwells. The storms keep a coming and Arkansas just needs a break from the rain. We are suppose to get another 5-6 inches today and that will put us over the top. This past week horrible tornadoes hit Vilionia which made National News. The weather just keeps getting worse before anything will get better. This week I have been very upset and stressed with school and family. I am second guessing myself on everything that has happened. I don't know what to do anymore. The only person I can really talk to is Nick. He has been giving me advice. My family doesn't tell me anything anymore but they love to bug me and ask me what I am doing who I am with or where I am at. I am tired of answering the phone and questions. I know that when I am in Fay that the phone will need to stop ringing. I am 18 years old it shouldn't matter where I am at or who I am with anymore. I have came to the conclusion that I will need a break in July. And Nick & I are already plannning a trip to the beach wish I think we both deserve. I am ready to get away from here and be alone. I managed a year by myself I can do it 5 more. I am sorry for not writing but today was like really my only day. So ta ta for now!!!
XOXO
JESSICA
Well this week is my last week as freshmen in college. I am very excited for summer even though I will be taking summer classes in june. But July, I plan on coming back & working. As of now, Arkansas's rivers keep a rising. Elgin road already closed and so is Newark. The water keeps a rising and we will see how long the floods will last. My thoughts & prayers go out to the farmers epc my boyfriend Nick who will have to replant everything for the Falwells. The storms keep a coming and Arkansas just needs a break from the rain. We are suppose to get another 5-6 inches today and that will put us over the top. This past week horrible tornadoes hit Vilionia which made National News. The weather just keeps getting worse before anything will get better. This week I have been very upset and stressed with school and family. I am second guessing myself on everything that has happened. I don't know what to do anymore. The only person I can really talk to is Nick. He has been giving me advice. My family doesn't tell me anything anymore but they love to bug me and ask me what I am doing who I am with or where I am at. I am tired of answering the phone and questions. I know that when I am in Fay that the phone will need to stop ringing. I am 18 years old it shouldn't matter where I am at or who I am with anymore. I have came to the conclusion that I will need a break in July. And Nick & I are already plannning a trip to the beach wish I think we both deserve. I am ready to get away from here and be alone. I managed a year by myself I can do it 5 more. I am sorry for not writing but today was like really my only day. So ta ta for now!!!
XOXO
JESSICA
Thursday, April 21, 2011
DAY 9: COMING TO AN END.
Hello Fellow Readers well the semester is coming to an end. I have to say I am more than ready to be moving and starting my life. I am sorry for not blogging yesterday. Okay, so lets go back to 2 days ago. Well Tuesday was my last lab practical which i posted in day 8's blog. Anyways, so I did very well on my practical which I studied hard core for. The weather was unfair Tuesday night which there was tornadoes everywhere. So let me tell everyone how this all went down. I was checking the weather on the news and their was severe storms everywhere. So I got prepared for the worst took all my pillows into my bathroom and i put a sweatshirt and hog pjs on. So then they come knocking on my dorm door saying I need to take cover to the basement. I had no bra on underneath my suiteshirt and cami. I go down to the basement with Tanya&Brooke. we are all freaking out along with 300 other girls in one tight space. I was sweating like a pig / skyping with my sister telling her to remember me. It was a crazyy night sitting in a dorm basement with stinkky girls and watching them eat churches's chicken. I mean really eating chicken at 1030 at night is CRAZZZZZYYYYYY... Anyways the next day Wednesday was one of the last days for class for me. I have had a rough semester but I am glad its all coming to an end by far. Today, was a normal day for me I turned in my oral comm final and went back to sleep until 1 pm. Then I did laundry and finished my a&p paper. The day as needless to say been a very productive/not day. Tomorrow I will be going to class then going to a dinner party tomorrow night with many friends and maybe a concert. Lets hope for the best and safe travels. I want to say I hope everyone has had a wonderful week be safe on Easter weekend and have a wonderful friday tomorrow. I will be blogging and hope everyone does to!
XOXO
JESSICA
XOXO
JESSICA
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
DAY 8: ANOTHER DAY
Fellow readers, well today is another day for me here at arkansas state. Another day of humidity and white walls that remind me of jail. I look out the window and the wind just blows as I watch other people walk by. Just a lil while ago I finished my last LAB A&P practical. I was very pleased with my test. I studied a lot though. I had to say goodbye to my TA Ritika. She will be attending med school in Florida. She was a wonderful teacher and I learned a lot from her alone. She is not only my teacher, not my friend but i consider her a sister. I wish her the best on her travels and she will be a wonderful doctor. Anyways yesterday was one of the worst days of my crappiest days lord help us. Today is my suite-mates birthday. She got a new car but we are going to Hiro a chineese restaurant for her birthday. Only down side is she wants to go at 7:30 hello, this girl has got to eat before then!!!! But its her birthday I'l suck up my hungry sounds to my stomach and make it. I also need to work on my a&p paper due friday. I have worked on some of it but its not nowhere finished. So I have only 2 tests left of this semester like I'l need to partty or take a mini vacayyyy. Actually only vacation I will be doing is moving to fay. I am nowhere near packed but school comes first. I wish I would be able to be caught up but I don't see it happening trying to please everyone in their right mind. But I should be thankful to be breathing and living so all well. I just hope my a&p test goes well I have an A in there but still a test can drop a grade just like so fast it ain't even funny. I really should take a nap cause I can notice I am getting cranky and hating liffffe. Nothinng seems to be going my way these days & most of the time I want to give up. People tell me I need to relax and not be stressed but there is no way. Im worried about money, what people think, if their happy or what not. I can't even make myself happy. When I go home, I just sit around like a log. Gas prices are to high to be doing anything around this part. Most people don't realize that being in the med profession you can't just go out or do what you want. I am always doing A&P or trying to catch up on sleep or studying. I never thought I would be like this but I have became a nerd. I remind myself of my sister and how she would sit in her room alone making flash cards or studying. School is like a 7 day week job except you don't get paid. Your paying for your job which is stupiddddddd. Let me call Mr. Obama & tell him what I think. But anyways enough about that crap. I guess i better get off of here and do something productive like work on my paper thats due friday. I hope everyone has had a wonderful Tuesday I will be talking to yal tomorrrow well for the ones that read that is!
XOXO
JESSICA.
XOXO
JESSICA.
Monday, April 18, 2011
DAY 7: STRESSFUL
Alright fellow followers. Well today's title is STRESSFUL. The reason is this morning I awoke at 5:30 am to register for my classes at the UofA. Alright well I didn't know ISIS opened at 6 am so I was already in bed crying my eyes out thinking I wouldn't be able to register or get into the classes I wanted. So at 6 am I was able to log in and when I plug in all my classes it said I wasn't able to register reason was i had a HOLD on my account. Now for every college student that is the worst thing you can think of well in my opinion. So I email my advisor right away she takes her hold off of my account. I call U of A they need my shot record. So i run to the transcript office like a blind bat..the lady at the desk in my opinion was not polite lets just say ***** we won't say any dirrrty words though. Anyways, I pay my 4 dollars to fax my shot records like a happy camper. So i sent my records and automatically they went through. I am now registered for classes in the summer and fall. Tonight I will be studying A&P Lab. Which will be the death of me by far. I have one week before final starts i move in 2 weeks everything is coming so fast so quickly I don't know if i will be able handle it. Anyways I am sorry for everyone reading this if your amuzed or it makes up mad. whateverrrr everyone have a wonderful mondayyyy!
XOXO
JESSICA.
XOXO
JESSICA.
Friday, April 15, 2011
DAY 6. TGIF
Hello Everyone,
It was a wonderful friday a little breezy but very wonderful. Last night, the whole state dealt with strong storms and such as tornados and hail. My sister who lives in southern arkansas was asleep & as I was watching the weather she was in the tornado path. My thoughts and prayers go out to the ones who lost their homes due to winds and the people without power. I woke up at 9 am this morning and got ready for my day I got everything settled with the UofA which I am so proud about. My major is very competitive and I will try my hardest to get the internship at the very end of my college career. The move is coming closer and my family is heading to Fay today to clean and what not! Tonight I will watching The Visit while visiting with friends afterwards. I need a break then tomorrow which I will not be posting until Monday. I live out in the boonies people no internet if i do its dial up. Anyways, I am on a high stress level of everything. I hope everyone has a wonderful safe and happy weekend. I am off for today!
XOXO
JESSICA.
It was a wonderful friday a little breezy but very wonderful. Last night, the whole state dealt with strong storms and such as tornados and hail. My sister who lives in southern arkansas was asleep & as I was watching the weather she was in the tornado path. My thoughts and prayers go out to the ones who lost their homes due to winds and the people without power. I woke up at 9 am this morning and got ready for my day I got everything settled with the UofA which I am so proud about. My major is very competitive and I will try my hardest to get the internship at the very end of my college career. The move is coming closer and my family is heading to Fay today to clean and what not! Tonight I will watching The Visit while visiting with friends afterwards. I need a break then tomorrow which I will not be posting until Monday. I live out in the boonies people no internet if i do its dial up. Anyways, I am on a high stress level of everything. I hope everyone has a wonderful safe and happy weekend. I am off for today!
XOXO
JESSICA.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
DAY 5: TO GOOD TO BE TRUE
Hello Everyone,
Well today has been pretty good. My day consisted of getting up to make a speech on Subway. Yesterday, we got the keys to the new house. And I also heard from my advisor to register for my classes. My sister was cleared from the doctor so god has blessed me. I would like to say I wish everyone would pray for the Bentley family especially Scarlett&Roxanne for losing their precious mother. Anyways, I made my speech today which will be my last speech in Oral Comm for the rest of my life sad huh..NOT! The last thing to do in that class is do my TAKE HOME FINAL. Yes, please be jealous. And the best news of all is I will be done with my first year of college April 29 instead of May 2. I am already packing my bags and saying fairwells. I will be glad to leave but I know I will miss some people. Also, my suitemate Tanya had car problems. Last night on our weekly icecream adventure we noticed that her jeep was overheating I meann UH OH! So anyways, today the jeep gets overheated again which brought great concern to me and her. So we pop the hood and there is NOTHING IN THE RADIATOR THING. Hello, I mean is the hood gonna pop off??!! I sure hope not I don't need my bestfriend breaking down and her engine blowing up. But enough of that tonight's agenda which it is 9:30 pm is to do my take home final, and look over lab slides of the male and female genitals talk about nightmares if ya know what I mean. I am sorry but when I learned what the so called "juice box" is I thought it was APPLE JUICE not the Clitoris. I mean ewwwww I thought the song was about juice boxes I found out otherwise it wasn't! So now everytime I hear that song my gag reflexes come in. All rappers write somthing better without having sexual words or genitals in there. But anyways, tomorrow will consist of getting up at 9am then getting ready calling my advisor, then open lab at 11, then class at 12. busy friday morning I would say. My family is going to Fay this weekend to clean the new house up. I feel bad for not doing my part but I have a busy week coming up next week and I need to do my stinky laundry and watch after my dog. So to my dear Aunt Buff I'll make it up to ya! I had a good convo with my mother tonight eventhough I talk to her about 3-4 times a day. I know she gets tired of my voicce..actually thats a lie I think she likes me calling cause to know that I am actually still alive. I know she worries to much about my booty. I was the wild child when I was little so I know people worry. Anyways, folks that is all I have about my day. I hope everyone has a wonderful TGIF!!!! & a shout out to my family I hope yal have a wonderful weekend in Fay cleaning and what not. Eating enough hushpuppies at Catfish Hole and bring me a cupcake from Rick's!!! its a must!
XOXO
JESSICA.
Well today has been pretty good. My day consisted of getting up to make a speech on Subway. Yesterday, we got the keys to the new house. And I also heard from my advisor to register for my classes. My sister was cleared from the doctor so god has blessed me. I would like to say I wish everyone would pray for the Bentley family especially Scarlett&Roxanne for losing their precious mother. Anyways, I made my speech today which will be my last speech in Oral Comm for the rest of my life sad huh..NOT! The last thing to do in that class is do my TAKE HOME FINAL. Yes, please be jealous. And the best news of all is I will be done with my first year of college April 29 instead of May 2. I am already packing my bags and saying fairwells. I will be glad to leave but I know I will miss some people. Also, my suitemate Tanya had car problems. Last night on our weekly icecream adventure we noticed that her jeep was overheating I meann UH OH! So anyways, today the jeep gets overheated again which brought great concern to me and her. So we pop the hood and there is NOTHING IN THE RADIATOR THING. Hello, I mean is the hood gonna pop off??!! I sure hope not I don't need my bestfriend breaking down and her engine blowing up. But enough of that tonight's agenda which it is 9:30 pm is to do my take home final, and look over lab slides of the male and female genitals talk about nightmares if ya know what I mean. I am sorry but when I learned what the so called "juice box" is I thought it was APPLE JUICE not the Clitoris. I mean ewwwww I thought the song was about juice boxes I found out otherwise it wasn't! So now everytime I hear that song my gag reflexes come in. All rappers write somthing better without having sexual words or genitals in there. But anyways, tomorrow will consist of getting up at 9am then getting ready calling my advisor, then open lab at 11, then class at 12. busy friday morning I would say. My family is going to Fay this weekend to clean the new house up. I feel bad for not doing my part but I have a busy week coming up next week and I need to do my stinky laundry and watch after my dog. So to my dear Aunt Buff I'll make it up to ya! I had a good convo with my mother tonight eventhough I talk to her about 3-4 times a day. I know she gets tired of my voicce..actually thats a lie I think she likes me calling cause to know that I am actually still alive. I know she worries to much about my booty. I was the wild child when I was little so I know people worry. Anyways, folks that is all I have about my day. I hope everyone has a wonderful TGIF!!!! & a shout out to my family I hope yal have a wonderful weekend in Fay cleaning and what not. Eating enough hushpuppies at Catfish Hole and bring me a cupcake from Rick's!!! its a must!
XOXO
JESSICA.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
DAY 4: HAPPINESS
Hello Everyone,
Well today I based my title on happiness. The reason is because I am happy as for now. I have been down and out with stress and life in particular. But today I got great news, we finally got the keys to the house, it was my last fairwell to Mary Parker my Comp 2 teacher, and I am being advised for Summer classes in Fay. I am still down with the guy situation but life will go on. I am ready to leave JB and move on to bigger and better things. I am ready to call the hogs and be with my family at the new home. Anyways I am in a good mood today which is somthing special so I think I should party..waiiit. Anyways, I am meeting with my group for my group project. But anyways tonight will consist of homework which is a usual college night. Anyways Day 4 of Happiness came early but I didn't want to forget all the good news to tell all my fellow readers the ones who actual read.
XOXO
JESSICA.
Well today I based my title on happiness. The reason is because I am happy as for now. I have been down and out with stress and life in particular. But today I got great news, we finally got the keys to the house, it was my last fairwell to Mary Parker my Comp 2 teacher, and I am being advised for Summer classes in Fay. I am still down with the guy situation but life will go on. I am ready to leave JB and move on to bigger and better things. I am ready to call the hogs and be with my family at the new home. Anyways I am in a good mood today which is somthing special so I think I should party..waiiit. Anyways, I am meeting with my group for my group project. But anyways tonight will consist of homework which is a usual college night. Anyways Day 4 of Happiness came early but I didn't want to forget all the good news to tell all my fellow readers the ones who actual read.
XOXO
JESSICA.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
LOVE WHO YOU LOVE WITH ALL THAT YOU HAVE.: DAY 3:SICKNESS
LOVE WHO YOU LOVE WITH ALL THAT YOU HAVE.: DAY 3:SICKNESS: "Hello Everyone, I have not been on here in a while due to school,no internet access, and being sick. So Day 3 post is all about ..."
DAY 3:SICKNESS
Hello Everyone,
I have not been on here in a while due to school,no internet access, and being sick. So Day 3 post is all about Sickness. I am battling a cold right now or some people call it Allergies. Im not sure what mine is but Im gonna go with it. Life has been challenging this week due to two guys who I am trying to choose from. That's a different story for a different time. Today, I had two classes which really consisted of nothing except lab which was all about the REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM. I learned about penis's and vagina's let just say I am scarred for life. But I guess I have to learn it. I have 14 days left of my first year of college. I wish I could say Im ending but I'm not. I am in the process of moving to Fay. All in All its a very stressful time for me and thats prolly why my immune system SUCKS. But anyways, I am ready for a break eventhough summer school starts on May 23rd. So we will see. Good news though my finals are gonna be easy breezyy lemon squeezy. I am very excited to say. Even though it will be stressful. But enough about my day of sickness. Best Wishes to anyone who actually reads it!
XOXO
JESSICA.
I have not been on here in a while due to school,no internet access, and being sick. So Day 3 post is all about Sickness. I am battling a cold right now or some people call it Allergies. Im not sure what mine is but Im gonna go with it. Life has been challenging this week due to two guys who I am trying to choose from. That's a different story for a different time. Today, I had two classes which really consisted of nothing except lab which was all about the REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM. I learned about penis's and vagina's let just say I am scarred for life. But I guess I have to learn it. I have 14 days left of my first year of college. I wish I could say Im ending but I'm not. I am in the process of moving to Fay. All in All its a very stressful time for me and thats prolly why my immune system SUCKS. But anyways, I am ready for a break eventhough summer school starts on May 23rd. So we will see. Good news though my finals are gonna be easy breezyy lemon squeezy. I am very excited to say. Even though it will be stressful. But enough about my day of sickness. Best Wishes to anyone who actually reads it!
XOXO
JESSICA.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
DAY TWO.
Well today is Day Two and I am very excited I am actually succeeding in posting my blog! Well today was a okay day and I have to say I am ready to be home and relax from college. I have one lab left and well I am much ready for it to end. The finals are coming up in three weeks so lets pray all goes well. Also, today I took a 3 hour much needed nap which I felt awful afterwards for some odd reason. I am going home tomorrow to my wonderful family so I won't be posting a Day 3 until Friday! I have no Internet out in the BOONDOCKS! Also, I will be packing my things for the big move in May 1st! I am very excited to see my wonderful dog named Teddy. He is such a excitement to see! I have a relationship problem which I have to choose between two guys which will be very hard esp with the move. I really don't know what to do so if any comments please feel free to give advice. But anyways..I best be going to finish the rest of my homework.
XOXO
Jess
XOXO
Jess
Monday, April 4, 2011
Day One.
Day One: Today is the first day of blogging. I am very excited cause this will get me away from Facebook. Blogging can be a diary or whatever else. I am going to use this as a stress relief hopefully during these trying times of college. Finals are coming up soon & my move isn't helping. I have nothing packed. So let me get started with today. Well i woke up at 7:30am to thunderstorms and my dog. My mother was freaking out because I had to drive to school this morning on the road where I wrecked. And over here in the flat land it tornadoes. I got ready fairly quickly and made the 45 min trip safe and sound. As I was approaching campus, the storms were getting worse so I ran to my dorm in order to not get lighting struck. The wind was at 80mph or thats what the weather man said. I opened my blinds and saw a girl with her backpack open running. I was watching her in slow motion as her backpack full of papers and notebooks lifted in the air and down the street. Now, no I didn't help her but I laughed because you just dont' see that in every day life. I felt sorry for the girl cause that prolly ruined her day. I got all my homework done so tonight I will be watching the NCAA National Championship with a few close friends. As I speak right now, I love my life and everyone in it. Tonight is gonna be exciting pizza and a great game what more can you ask for. Day Two starts tomorrow. u So for those who are reading thank you I hope I can keep you entertained.
XOXO
JESSICA.
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